Monday, September 22, 2008

Missing My Family

Well... This is the first weekend that I have not had to go home since I came to school.  I really love a family that I baby sit for.  There is one little girl and two little boys.  The little girl is 3 and told me that I missed her ballet class and that she was sad I really felt bad.  One of the little boys that is 7 is still mad at me because he does not understand why I would go to school for 4 years instead of only 4 months.  The past few weekends he would not speak to me when I came home. He thought I was coming home again this weekend now he told me he is mad at me again and does not love me.  I know it is crazy that I miss the kids so much but I have pretty much seen these kids every single day for the past few years and now I see them maybe once a week or once every 2 weeks. I may be eighteen but I still miss my little ones! But I will be seeing Blaire ( the little girl) this weekend and her ballet class dance! I am very excited!! Well have a good day everyone!   

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

My sister left for college when I was young, and I remember feeling that way. I think the feeling of missing someone is possibly one of the worst feelings in the world, but it's comforting knowing that the person you're missing misses you too. The little girl and the two little boys certainly miss you a lot, especially since they aren't old enough to understand the whole college situation. I'm sure that they will adapt to it. I hope you have fun this weekend!

Brittany LeSieur said...

I to hate not being able to see my loved ones hardly at all, I live five hours away from school. I came up for ASP over the summer, I have only been home three days since I left for ASP seven days after graduating high school. I was planning on going home this weekend but my plans fell through because of a last minute car wash. The little boy down the street was devastated since I was planing on going to his baseball game, my friends are dissappointed because we had plans on going to our 1st homecoming game, my sister since im missing her 1st homecoming dance and my mom because I am her oldest and we were very close, my dad has come up 3 times in the past 3 weeks for business and bc he's missed me.

katie said...

I know how you feel about not being able to see people back home. I have only been home one time since i have been up here. i have a 4 month old god son that cries everytime my sister takes the phone away from him when i call bc he doesnt understand why he can hear me but not see me... i havent seen my friends and family in so long and when i go home for fall break i have to work so i completely get the heartbreak that goes along with coming to college and not being able to see your friends and family.
Katie N

User said...

I can completely relate with you. I haven't seen my parents since I came up here and I am beginning to miss them. I miss talking to all my friends that I left behind. Most importantly I miss my little dog who always likes to follow me around. Fall break can't get here fast enough so I can reunite with everybody that I miss!

Jennifer